I wonder

January 13, 222

I wonder. I wonder what God was thinking as He was creating everything. I am not smart enough to know what God was thinking, however as I am doing a Microsoft jigsaw puzzle on the computer, I can’t get over how beautiful the pictures on the completed puzzles are. It is 1:16 AM and as I am sitting here I all of a sudden feel this incredible happiness again. It is a feeling I never get tired of. The puzzle pictures become photographs when they are completed, and it is like my cartoon eyes are again having a celebration. Wow. So of course, one thing leads to another. In my gratitude I start thinking about God again. I never get tired of thinking about God. I was thinking how overwhelmed He must have been as He looked at His own handiwork. Was God amazed by His own creations? Does God ever get blaze about being God? I wonder. I can imagine God being very happy all the time. Afterall, God is love, God is perfect, and God never makes mistakes. I don’t know for sure, but I would guess God never sleeps. If I am overwhelmed at 1:16AM He must be overwhelmed twenty-four-seven. Wow. Wow. Wow. In the silence of the night, I find my heart thinking big thoughts. I know my spirit is smiling. My spirit knows about my appreciation, gratitude and happiness. Sometimes I have all my ducks in a row. Like now, I am in the zone and my face is smiling as I get more and more excited. I am 73 years old, and I can again say what a wonderful life I have. I am saying it at 1:16 AM, so you can imagine how much more revved up I will be when the sun rises in the sky again. No wonder I don’t sleep a lot. I am wired. I am wired with total appreciation and enthusiasm pretty much all the time. I might seem quiet, but I am never bored, and never without amazement. I feel this way because it is all a gift. Life is all a gift. I wonder what other people are thinking or doing at 1:16 AM. Could it be that anyone is grumbling and anxious because they can’t get back to sleep? Could that possibly be possible. Wake up everyone. Let the sun shine in your heart. Wake up to the magic. I wonder, and I say wow. I say thank you. I think I will go and read the book I am reading for a little while. I wonder what wonderful things will happen today. Whatever happens, I know I have so much to be thankful for. Enjoy the moment. If you enjoy moments over and over again, you will have an enjoyable life. You will know over and over again what happiness is. I wonder if you are hearing me. Hear me now…believe me later. It is all good. Everything is all good.

Granny-o